It's been awhile...

Yes here I am again. I've had a lot of stuff on my plate since I wrote here the last time and I even forgot about the blog. When I read my old posts I can happily say that I've gotten better. I feel as a better person, more confident and I have a clearer view of life. But as my internal problems are going away, external problems arises. I am a lucky person considering the friends that I have. I have many close friends and for that I am grateful. But some of my friends are having problems. These problems are their own and not mine, but I make them mine and take them very personally. This has resulted in a strain on me. It grinds me down, and I can't help it. Two of them I can ignore but the third one is more difficult. She is my best friend and I tell her everything. I have not let anyone so close to me as her and to not be there for her pains me even more. It keeps me up at nights just thinking about it. Finding solutions is what I do but this is a problem I can't fix and it goes against every bone in my body. I'm for once clueless...